Thursday, July 29, 2004
I can't sleep
Can't seem to make myself go to sleep tonight, my mind is full as it is so many nights, I walked down to the beach and looked at the beautiful reflection of the moon on the Ocean, it calmed me some. I can't seem to get into words all that I'm feeling tonight. Am I sad? No far from it. Am I happy? Yes, very but, does there always have to be a but. Am I scared? Yes, I'm terrified. What are you scared of? Me. Who is this me that is trying so hard to get out, so hard to be known? Am I lonely? I have Baby here with me tonight so not really lonely. Ok maybe now I know a little more of what I'm feeling. Baby is laying in the bed, waiting for me to come back to bed. I think I can sleep now.
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Sounds like one of my nights around here lately. Hope you get some restful sleep.
Moncia
S L E E P !!
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Hey Derek. Sorry you're not sleeping very well. I find it difficult to express my feelings sometimes too. Thought of you when I did my entry in my Hey Let's Talk journal. Right now you'd be singing your song. I think the Lord is speaking to many people's hearts right now, filling them with questions, causing them to look deep inside themselves, wanting so desperately to get that ONE-On_ ONE going. You're His. Just remember that. I see parts of HIm in your entries, your photos your words. And that's why I feel close to you. How could I Not. Love the Christ in you. Take care. Love reading what you write. {{{{Derek}}}}} *Barb*
I hope you found good sleep. I have the same problems...I go to bed with thoughts & wake up with the same thought. I wish there was a purge button sometimes. -=)
I am thinking of you. Have been away for a few days and it seems a lot has happened in my absence. Hope you got some sleep, judi
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