Thursday, January 20, 2005
Last night I dreamed I was trying to take pictures of my mom. She kept making all these perfect poses, that I just knew would turn out as pieces of art. But every time I would put my eye to the camera, I would lose focus. I kept trying to find her in my lens, but she kept moving or the camera would not focus right. Then all of a sudden I had her in my eyepiece and right before I could click to capture the perfect picture, poof she was gone, and I mean just disappeared. I started crying, and I mean crying. Then I woke up, and I was still crying. Guess I was thinking about time and how fast it is going now. Guess I was thinking she won't always be there for me to take her picture. Guess you know what I was thinking by that dream. It was just a dream. I don't really want to think about that day. I just want to be happy the time I do have her, I wish I could spend more time with her. She's a great lady! Yep I'm missing you Ma!