Monday, December 5, 2005
It is strange how difficult it is to go backward in a jounal to the immediate past. Where has the year gone? Suddenly I am desparate for time, while energy flows out in the starting of cold weather. At times I feel bursts of energy, and at other times I wouldn't mind staying in bed for long periods of time. I was thinking about our pastor Linda today, she was online earlier and I said hello to her. When I consider a life like hers, so given and driven and how she is, nevertheless, an ever-flowering, responsive, caring person. I feel a kind of awe. My mind still wanders, it goes backward and forward of this past year. I feel like I was supposed to do more. But all I can do is what I've done. Am I confusing today or what. I need to get back writing more. I see how my thoughts are jumbled. Here's some pictures I took this weekend.