Sunday, May 2, 2004
Thought in the wee hours
Things I've wanted from life for as long as I can remember. Happiness, Joy, Prosperity, Peace of Mind, Wisdom, Freedom, Enlightenment, and Purpose. I remember opening the bible not long ago, asking for some answers, I'm just going to open the bible and the first verse I find it will be there. I wish I could remember the verse now but it was something about being children of the light. How do we find that light, can it be restored in our lives. I awake early to watch the sunrise, sunlight contains it all, there is a fullfillment I find in each waking morning as the sun comes. I'm sitting here in the wee hours of darkness writing this. Spiritual light shines. It's something I've always strived for. I've seen it in many eyes. I want to see it in mine. I tell you its hard sometimes. You have to be strong against the robbers of light. I'm going to stand strong. I know that when we display emotions of anger, fear or any reactive trait their power grows stronger and our lives can grow darker. Kind of scary talking about this, because I know I've let reaction create some pretty negative forces for me in the past. Do we ever learn from our mistakes. Well I better go back to sleep so I can wake up and see the sunrise. Life grows brighter each and every day.