There are many desires that are written deeply into my heart that I cannot disregard them without losing my soul. Writing is one of them. This has been my one love since i was 12. Drawing is also one of them. They've been core to who I am and what I've yearned to be. I gaze into my childhood, I see these desires, I think of the books and movies I've loved, these desires are here. In ways I see it open up for me more. In my writings I've had an advenure to live, I've always written of advenutres and my life as long as I can remember. I've also written to try and heal; myself and others if possible. The beauty of rescue. I've also always been a fighter. I've written to stay sane so to speak. Mostly to deal with daily struggles of life. I've also always been trying to let go of so much and express myself. This online journal has opened many doors that I never even imagined. Doors to other people's soul. I see many beautiful Doors and I'm enjoying this very much.
Some new news... I'm going to be an Uncle again. My sister Dena is going to have another baby. We'll find out monday whether it's going to be a boy or girl. I can't wait. I really enjoy being a proud Uncle. Seems this entry has got me thinking more. I'm going to be waking up at 3:00 like I read another journaler did last night. Hope my message will be as clear as hers.