Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Wednesday's Ponderings

There are many desires that are written deeply into my heart that I cannot disregard them without losing my soul.  Writing is one of them.  This has been my one love since i was 12.  Drawing is also one of them.  They've been core to who I am and what I've yearned to be.  I gaze into my childhood, I see these desires, I think of the books and movies I've loved, these desires are here.  In ways I see it open up for me more.  In my writings I've had an advenure to live, I've always written of advenutres and my life as long as I can remember.   I've also written to try and heal; myself and others if possible.  The beauty of rescue.  I've also always been a fighter.  I've written to stay sane so to speak.  Mostly to deal with daily struggles of life.  I've also always been trying to let go of so much and express myself.  This  online journal has opened many doors that I never even imagined.  Doors to other people's soul.  I see many beautiful Doors and I'm enjoying this very much.

Some new news... I'm going to be an Uncle again.  My sister Dena is going to have another baby.  We'll find out monday whether it's going to be a boy or girl.  I can't wait.  I really enjoy being a proud Uncle.    Seems this entry has got me thinking more.  I'm going to be waking up at 3:00 like I read another journaler did last night.  Hope my message will be as clear as hers.

3 comments:

barbpinion said...

I've always wished I were able to draw but have no talent in that area. Like you I write. I could not  imagine not writing. It is, to a large degree -who I am.  I am enjoying your entries very much. I invite you to check out my "From Solitude-From Silence journal some time.
Barb- http://beta.journals.aol.com/barbpinion/FROMSOLITUDE-FROMSILENCE/

jojolona said...

congrat on the new baby!  you are a wonderful writer!  I love your poetry and your prose.  and i am very hard to please with poetry since i grew up with a father named after lord byron!

onestrangecat said...

I so wish I had some talent.  For just about anything.  I would love to be able to draw.  I would love it if I could express myself as well as others, whether it be spoken words or written ones.  You have talent for the written word and I am so jealous.

Congrats on becoming an uncle again.  I wish you many years being with the little tike and helping him/her to grow into a wonderful adult.